Thursday, October 15, 2009

Pictures!

So, I finally figured out how to share a Facebook photo album with other people who do not have an account. It's easier and much faster to load pictures there, so this will be very helpful! Some of these have already been loaded on the blog, but there are lots of extras. I hope y'all enjoy!


Also - something worth celebrating... Within the last 24 hours, I have successfully baked homemade banana bread for the first time and also made a homemade pizza with homemade dough! I really am learning! :)


Oh yeah... And Honduras al mundial! Honduras is going to South Africa for the world cup! :)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Prayer request

So... I could really use some prayer right now. I'm struggling to be content with a part of my situation here, and it is contaminating my attitude and my spirit. I don't think the circumstance will change, so I need a change of heart.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Joy

My life here has been busy and exhausting lately. Progress reports went home on Friday... That doesn't seem like a big deal until you are the teacher working until ten o'clock Thursday night to get everything graded, putting it all in gradekeeper, writing out the averages on the report form, and writing comments to all the parents. The sad part is, it's not that I had fallen behind by procrastinating for two weeks (which I have done once or twice before)... It was just a lot to do, and I'm convinced that my perfectionistic tendencies cause me to work slowly on almost anything I do. Anyway, all that to say I've been feeling pretty tired since Thursday night, and I just haven't seemed to be able to catch up.
On Friday from 4:30-7:30, I hung out here at an event called Live Out Loud. It's kind of like a youth group type event held twice a month, once for grades 7-9 and once for grades 10-12. I didn't really know anyone since elementary is a whole different world, but I'm hopeful that God will use me somehow through these events.

Yesterday morning we went to the market bright and early. I love it there. Every so often, I have these moments when I realize, "Wow... I live in Honduras." The market us almost always one of those times. I wish that I could take and share pictures, but I've heard it's almost guaranteed that your camera will be stolen if you take it out there. The vast majority of the people sell fruits and vegetables, and they have tables set up under tents made of tarps and such... I love seeing the people from all ends of the socioeconomic spectrum and trying to communicate with them... The prices are incredible too! At one tent, I got 4 bananas (2 lbs) for fifty cents. The bell peppers were 5 for a dollar. A fresh pineapple is about a dollar. I love it...

My absolute favorite moment on this particular market trip was buying tomatoes (5 for 50 cents) from a beautiful old lady that blessed my heart. Honestly, the tomatoes didn't look like the best that I could find, but I felt compelled to support her. Her hands were somewhat crippled, and it was obvious that she is really poor. I struggled through the little Spanish I know just to communicate what I wanted, but as she spoke to me, I longed to understand her because she was so incredibly warm and loving. I feel like it is incredibly possible that she is a Christian and that I saw Christ in her. I really hope that I can remember to look for her throughout the next few months as we continue to go to the market. I would love to support her by buying whatever she has, and hopefully the Lord will perform a miracle in my Spanish so that I can get to know her a little in the process!

Sidenote: If I stay here longer than a year or spend another extended period of time in another country, I want to go to language school first.

Last night Honduras played the US in world cup qualifying soccer, and we went to Chili's to watch the game. I never cared about soccer before now, so I decided to cheer for Honduras since I'm not exactly tied to the American team. Unfortunately, that means I was pulling for the team that lost - but it was worth it. The atmosphere was crazy. It was extremely crowded, and our table seemed to be the only one in the whole place that wasn't smoking and drinking. When Honduras scored their first goal, the celebration that filled the room was unbelievably loud and lasted for about five minutes.

Toward the end of the game, I found myself praying for Honduras to win. It just seems like our country has everything already, and Honduras has nothing but problems. I was praying for this opportunity because it would fill about six million people with incredible joy and hope. But then I felt the Lord telling me that their joy cannot come from a game. It must come from Him.

Please pray for this country.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Oh my.

I'm pretty sure I could come up with a Pablo story for each and every day of the year, and I'm sorry if they're excessive, but today's was a bit monumental and I have to share. We had gathered our chairs into a large circle and we were reviewing for the science test that the kids will take on Thursday. We had been talking about plants and photosynthesis and the whole oxygen/carbon dioxide relationship between plants and animals. We even discussed why you shouldn't put your head in a bag because of your need for oxygen, etc. So then all of a sudden, in the chaos and busy-ness that is 5B I hear, "Miss... So what about when a boy and a girl are kissing? (Complete with hand motions.) Does that mean they are giving each other carbon dioxide?"
Oh my.
I absolutely lost it. I turned so red and I had to cover my face with my paper. I got totally lost in one of those silent laughs that goes on for so long that you are unable to speak or do anything but wipe the tears from your eyes.
Praise the Lord for Pablo and the joy he brings to my life.
He's also the 10 year old who is reading The Purpose Driven Life. He read a paragraph today, and I was so impressed by the way he understood that it was talking about unity in the body of Christ that is lived out in the church.
Precious.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Allow me to introduce you...

to my friends... These girls call me their "adopted fourth roommate" and I am so thankful that the Lord brought us together.


This is Tara. She's from Florida, and she teaches 3rd grade.

This is Hannah. She's from Chicago, and she teaches 3rd grade also.

And this is Twana. She's from Indiana, and she teaches elementary art. She's pretty much my favorite.


Here's me, Twana, and Sarah at the mall food court watching soccer.

I am so blessed.


Saturday, October 3, 2009

It's hard to believe...

It's hard to believe that I was home just two weeks ago. It's been a long two weeks. First a week overflowing with excess time because or political unrest and cancelled school. Then a week of half-days that felt like whole-days. Now 2 months and 16 days until I come home again.

I've been struggling today... Teaching is often a ministry in which you sow a lot and reap a little. I have to trust the Lord to work in these students' lives and to teach them something through me that will impact them long-term. I have to trust that my time here is valuable and that it is worth patiently enduring days when I would prefer to be in my comfort zone. And I also know that the Lord is using this to work in me, possibly even more than He's using me to work in others.

One thing that really helped me this afternoon was going on a "walk" with two of the other teachers who live here in the apartments. Really, it was more of a hike on the dirt/rocky road UP the mountain. I'm pretty sure that would be a physical challenge for me no matter what, but at this elevation - I found myself panting throughout much of the journey! I know I'll be sore tomorrow, but it will be great if we can go often enough so that I can actually get good at it. The company and conversation was just what I needed, along with some peaceful time outdoors in what mostly just feels like the woods...

As usual, God is really showing me that only He knows what is in store for my future. For many of us, this year is the only thing that is certain in our lives, and with the recent political struggle, even that has seemed unstable. The question to stay or to leave is often in the back of our minds. If the answer becomes go, then more questions burst forth about where and what and with who... I guess I just want to live "present tense" and to trust that the next steps will come together in the right time.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

This just in...

My new necklace is from Dubai!!! :)